[ she knows she wouldn't have been in a good place to welcome in any of this if it hadn't been for j dumping her; she wouldn't have been willing to give in to nearly as much of this if she'd felt like her ex was holding her back, keeping her devoted to him in those sick ways he always tried to have her for himself. but she's her own woman now, able to make her own decisions, and that includes who she wants to be with and when.
so yeah, some of this is about her reclaiming herself and her body and who gets to touch it on her terms. but some of it is because she likes hellboy, really likes him, and she's glad she doesn't have anything keeping her from getting to show him how much. because it isn't just about the sex, either; it's about how he looks at her like she's something worth having around. and that means a lot more than she's willing to say out loud, but this? this she can handle for now.
she isn't even trying to get herself off at the moment either, but she does welcome the sensation of his finger dipping inside her as she starts to speed up the slide of her mouth on his cock, giving voice to soft little moans of enjoyment because he's so hard and hot and salty on her tongue and that's even before she's made him come too. she likes sucking him down, testing the limits of her gag reflex, knowing she won't be able to put his entire length in her mouth unless he's in her throat, and maybe she'll work up to that someday.
for now, though, she gets about halfway down, and when he warns her she digs her fingers into his thighs as a way to spur him on, not stop him. she wants it, wants it all; she tries to take as much of his come in her mouth as she can but is eventually forced to swallow just to keep up with the amount spilling out of him, once and then again.
and finally she rears up into a kneeling position docked on her heels, letting his hand slip away from her, and reaches up to swipe her thumb against the edge of her mouth, chuckling quietly. once she speaks her voice is thick with it, her lips swollen and her expression self-satisfied. ] It's so much fun gettin' to help you do that, babe.
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so yeah, some of this is about her reclaiming herself and her body and who gets to touch it on her terms. but some of it is because she likes hellboy, really likes him, and she's glad she doesn't have anything keeping her from getting to show him how much. because it isn't just about the sex, either; it's about how he looks at her like she's something worth having around. and that means a lot more than she's willing to say out loud, but this? this she can handle for now.
she isn't even trying to get herself off at the moment either, but she does welcome the sensation of his finger dipping inside her as she starts to speed up the slide of her mouth on his cock, giving voice to soft little moans of enjoyment because he's so hard and hot and salty on her tongue and that's even before she's made him come too. she likes sucking him down, testing the limits of her gag reflex, knowing she won't be able to put his entire length in her mouth unless he's in her throat, and maybe she'll work up to that someday.
for now, though, she gets about halfway down, and when he warns her she digs her fingers into his thighs as a way to spur him on, not stop him. she wants it, wants it all; she tries to take as much of his come in her mouth as she can but is eventually forced to swallow just to keep up with the amount spilling out of him, once and then again.
and finally she rears up into a kneeling position docked on her heels, letting his hand slip away from her, and reaches up to swipe her thumb against the edge of her mouth, chuckling quietly. once she speaks her voice is thick with it, her lips swollen and her expression self-satisfied. ] It's so much fun gettin' to help you do that, babe.